Notings and observations of a journalist. Sorrow and joy. Agony and ecstasy. Optimism and pessimism...Amitabh Shukla
DUSSEHRA means slaying of demonic qualities
DEATH and BEYOND....

Amitabh Shukla
I have been a rather reluctant person to visit funerals and prayer meetings for the departed soul. But as I have started getting white strands in the hair and death seems more imminent than it seemed in the prime of my youth, a decade ago, I make it a point to share the sorrow of my friends whenever in town. The other day, I went to a prayer meeting and returned richer – spiritually.
A friend’s father-in-law had expired at the age of 95, after living life to the hilt and leaving behind a legacy which his children, grandchildren and relatives fondly cherished. I got an SMS about the prayer meeting being held at the Sai International Centre,
Kabir so dhan sanchiye jo aage ko hoye, sees charaye potli le jaat na dekha koye (Collect only the wealth that you can carry forward in your next life. Have you seen any person walking to meet God with a bundle of his money and worldly goods on his head). The Bhajan singer brought this out beautifully.
Also Maya mui na mai mua mar mar gaya sareer, asha trishna na mari kah gaya das Kabeer. (Maya (hallucination and desire) and mai (igo) did not die even as the physical body is on the verge of extinction. Hope and desire for worldly goods never dies, thus said Kabeer)
The gathering of a thousand odd persons in the hall was listening with rapt attention. Though there were some people who were scanning their mobile phones for that non-existent call or SMS and still others for whom talking business in that serene moment was more important than learning a lesson in life, but largely the singers got the attention they deserved.
I closed my eyes to connect to the devotional songs. Three-four minutes later, I could see myself perched onto a tree top, then on the top of snow clad mountains, I started flying like a bird, the body seemed without any weight. I also found myself in the middle of an island, on a boat traversing the sea and also moving around in dense forests. I forgot I had a body and was wandering everywhere. There was no consciousness for a fleeting moment.
Was it a hallucination? Was it a dream? Was I sleeping? Was it the soul wandering everywhere sans the physical body? I do not know. The answers are not easy to find.
A few years ago, I had undertaken lessons in Yoga Nidra in which the instructor (a Swami) of the Bihar School of Yoga, guided me to relaxation through this ancient practice. For a few fleeting moments, I felt that I am not the body but something different. The same feeling came again after a long time when the body ceased to exist momentarily and I found what could possibly happen as and when the physical body dissolves into nature from where it sprang.
The importance of looking within was once again underlined. I remembered the wisdom of our saints that God was within every living being – you just have to discover by looking within. That is why our saints asked us to practice “maun” or silence at any convenient time of the day. At that time, the dialogue (if any) should be with the self and not the outside world.
“You have to leave this world and everything which you have appropriated or misappropriated all your life but the self (soul) would never leave you. It is this self with which you have to connect,” I remembered a Swami giving sermon on the banks of river
The Beggar and his dogs...

Amitabh Shukla
Life has plenty of surprises in store for us. Every moment of life has a surprise element and no one knows when a new surprise springs up and overwhelms you.
The other day, I was walking to my house after the morning walk in the nearby park. It was quite late for the walk and the clock read 9 am in the morning.
I saw a beggar on his tricycle surrounded by at least half a dozen street dogs. Initially I thought that the street dogs had found a stranger and were about to bark incessantly at what they thought was an intruder in their territory.
But this was not the case. The beggar was feeding the canines biscuits which he had received as alms in the morning. The street dogs were very friendly and this was reflected in their benign looks and wagging of tails. After giving them a biscuit each, the beggar opened his polythene bag and found a packet of bread. Now, he gave all the dogs a bread each to eat. He continued to look at them like a fatherly figure, an image of calm, composure and immense satisfaction.
Curiosity got better of me as I watched the scene, something which I had not witnessed earlier. Someone who was himself helpless, reduced to begging and surviving on alms, was on a giving spree.
I began a conversation with the old man. Pyare was his name and he was a resident of Anand Gram or what is known as the Leper’s colony in Tahirpur, east
“I am always there in front of the Shani temple for two hours in the morning and another two hours in the evening. There are noble souls in the city who contribute a lot in alms, more in eatables than money. I cannot eat it all alone and share the surplus with the dogs. Life is so uncertain, why should I or anyone store anything for tomorrow,” Pyare told me.
Continuing, he said the dogs are shooed away by everybody and there was hardly anyone who stopped and thought about them.
“Tomorrow is another day. I will see what design has God got for me for tomorrow. I want to make my present happy and feeding the dogs gives me happiness,” the beggar, who now seemed like a philosopher, said.
Talking to the beggar was a revelation. “It could be my mistakes in my previous birth that I am in this state. I want to improve my karma,” Pyare said, slowly putting pressure on the handle of the tricycle and moving to his house.
The street dogs gave him a silent farewell for the time being. There was a promise in the eyes of the canines and also Pyare to meet again the next day for the same ritual.
(March 2011)
GANGA....

OFF-TRACK
Amitabh Shukla
Whenever I find time and manage a leave from work, I escape for a couple of days to the cities of
When friends and relatives ask me about my infatuation with the two places and the reasons for my visits, I have a one liner – the
Spiritual pursuits of the Indians and the foreigners aside, what strikes me most in these towns is the role of religion in the livelihood of the people. Almost the entire work force of both
Nothing is sold in the two towns if it does not concern religion. Every mundane activity has some religious meaning or the other. Even if nothing exists, the local pandas and priests have coined something to make their respective shrines historically ancient.
Even a simple boating experience across the
Almost every temple in the vicinity of the Laxman Jhoola proclaim their association with Lord Rama's brother, Laxman. He is said to have done a penance here after the killing of Ravana, a Brahmin, to get rid of the curse of "brahm hatya" (slaying a Brahmin).
The entire stretch from Laxman Jhoola to the Ram Jhoola has shops selling only religious momentos, photographs and cassettes of devotional songs. If someone does not have a capital to start a business, he sells small balls of flour so that you could offer it to the fish and satisfy its hunger buds. The auto wallas depend only on the pilgrims, the book seller sells mainly religious books and even the cloth shop has an entire row of shirts, kurtas and towels with
As the pilgrims come on a charity mode, begging has become a lucrative profession. On one side of the sprawling Geeta Bhawan sit around 100 beggars. They do not ask you for any alms as most of them already have a few polythene bag full of fruits, other eatables and loose change. The hymns and bhajans praising daan (charity) forces the devout to donate liberally. The beggars who haven't found a place here roam around everywhere and at the end of the day change their coins for paper money.
As begging is quite remunerative here as compared to other towns and cities, the ratio of number of beggars to the common citizens must be one of the highest in the country. In fact, they have a separate colony on the other side of the
"Commercialisation or not, the place would continue to attract the seeker of truth and those in need of spiritual help. You only have to look around, you would find a true spiritual master to help you out," summed up a Swami after his routine religious discourse when I posed him the question which only an ignorant like me would dare ask.
THE SANYASI...

Hardwar and Rishikesh

THE TANTRIK
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